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Things I've been into as of late:

Pokemon
Bones
Glee
Independent Music

I know its not a broad list, but I'm looking to get back into DOGS, Saiyuki, Loveless, and Final Fantasy VIII. Hopefully I can somewhat move out of the anime mainstream as well and into a finer select taste. I still would like to find myself, try to flesh out the persona that I want to express.

It is a day to day struggle for me to keep my normalcy, but I think if I slowly try I can get somewhere where I'll be satisfied with myself. Do what you like, like what you do.

I still would like to be able to write in regards to Rei, but I feel that as my mood and feelings deteriorate, her personality follows suit and before long I'll have her reduced to shreds.

I'm also trying to overcome my sexual interest, whereby I keep daydreaming about fooling around. This is something that is genuinely getting to my nerves and I would like to go back to the type of person I was when I was, quite literally, asexual. Like a bacteria.

I need to start writing again, press my feelings and musings into Antithesis, and also work on Shadow Heartless. I'm so excited about implementing button eyes on that, but I haven't even stuffed him yet, and this needs to be done.