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Apr. 22nd, 2010 09:19 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
postitnotesThings I've been into as of late:
It is a day to day struggle for me to keep my normalcy, but I think if I slowly try I can get somewhere where I'll be satisfied with myself. Do what you like, like what you do.
I still would like to be able to write in regards to Rei, but I feel that as my mood and feelings deteriorate, her personality follows suit and before long I'll have her reduced to shreds.
I'm also trying to overcome my sexual interest, whereby I keep daydreaming about fooling around. This is something that is genuinely getting to my nerves and I would like to go back to the type of person I was when I was, quite literally, asexual. Like a bacteria.
I need to start writing again, press my feelings and musings into Antithesis, and also work on Shadow Heartless. I'm so excited about implementing button eyes on that, but I haven't even stuffed him yet, and this needs to be done.
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It is a day to day struggle for me to keep my normalcy, but I think if I slowly try I can get somewhere where I'll be satisfied with myself. Do what you like, like what you do.
I still would like to be able to write in regards to Rei, but I feel that as my mood and feelings deteriorate, her personality follows suit and before long I'll have her reduced to shreds.
I'm also trying to overcome my sexual interest, whereby I keep daydreaming about fooling around. This is something that is genuinely getting to my nerves and I would like to go back to the type of person I was when I was, quite literally, asexual. Like a bacteria.
I need to start writing again, press my feelings and musings into Antithesis, and also work on Shadow Heartless. I'm so excited about implementing button eyes on that, but I haven't even stuffed him yet, and this needs to be done.
